Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Netflix and chill?
Thursday, December 24, 2015
Check my status
Monday, December 21, 2015
Dry
Intoxicated Facebook Rant
Friday, November 27, 2015
The Wake (2008)
Intent (2005)
Sweet smell, and rancid thought
Ran her finger from her lip
Her tongue in a tangle
Legs spaced at the knee
And her Her hair in a dangle
Penetrating eyes, that overcome my doubt
Perfect curves, image of fruit
Juicy and ripe, and ready to burst
Though sweet, it is sour
Though disturbing, so tempting
On hands and knees she crawls to me
Eyes never move
Heart cannot beat
Still locked, her hand now on me
I fall to the ground
And fall twenty feet
Her blanket around my brush
My hand in her touch
The red pair comes closer
They slip onto my face
I fall once more, into outer space
A wild vine grows rapidly around us
In the silence we scream
In our breath we roar
In my mind I forget
I release my reason
She is real
If not for another time
Just to exist right now
Stripped of my mind
Stripped to my body
Entangled in her roots, to rest the night
And to fuse, lose my sight
Make a river run down us
And never turn up soil
Get buried under it
And stay
In me, away
Her intention
Such devious intentions
Will I forget
Or fall down again
Untitled ( 2005)
Never her face
But I knew it all
And I would not replace, a thought in my mind of her face and her skin
Her nails were the bark of a mature oak
and her hair pre foliage
Many caverns and caves stretched from a finger, to gorges and trenches
And from that same hand I saw a blaze
The ashes, the burn of a smoldering stick
Never her face, with not my eyes
Her face I did see in my mind
From one hand, that reached into my soul
I saw her all
and all I knew
Something for nothing (from 2005)
Something for something
Nothing for nothing
Choose, either way
It still remains the same
So bold, a move
So solid to still
To take the chance
Or kill my will
So forward I gain?
Here I remain
Blank and the same?
To this insanity, I reply
To go backwards would be most wise
Before the choice presented to me
To rob the clock of its dignity
To give back what was given to me
Impossible, perhaps
In my mind its probable
Still, failure now either way
Either way, which way will I sway
Take the dive, or run from the board?
Hah, this something for nothing
Or nothing for something
Something for myself
Myself alone
Myself to rot, to pose like stone
Why oh why, must this mean to me?
Just cast this stone into the sea
I could close my eyes, not to open for eternity
I could dream forever, the perfect dream
A perfect life
The impossibility
Monday, November 23, 2015
Ash
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Psychosis
Sunday, November 1, 2015
Nitghtcapping
Saturday, October 31, 2015
Fuck....
Monday, October 26, 2015
I'll cut off my ear for you dear, but don't gogh.
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
Freestyle
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
Rapid eye movements
Complacent
Slipping into a warm bath
Falling asleep with candles burning
My mind is my time machine
Isn't it funny?
The past comes back to life
Their faces appear like polaroids
All the girls and boys grown
I'm trapped here in stasis
Will anyone remember me?
Thursday, October 1, 2015
Just thoughts
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Love?
The way that I know love
You will always chase status
You will always chase coin
These things mean nothing to me
I will never know love
The way that you know love
I will never seek strength
I will never seek security
I seek a woman who truly understands me
Take a hit
What could have been
But you're not worth my words
These lines have meaning
Sometimes concealed in alcohol
I can't find the tools to break through your walls
You would rather read this blind
In blissful ignorance the world seems fine
The future pales in comparison to what you have now
Many possibilities lie before you
This one is too easy, too early to find
Though none would ever give you what I would
You brush me off like dust
And inconvenience that unsettles you
You'd sweep me under the rug
And settle later for someone who doesn't understand you
Saturday, September 12, 2015
A Turd, Gilded
Monday, August 31, 2015
Untitled
Wednesday, August 26, 2015
Hourglass
Saturday, August 22, 2015
Casualty
My love is the bomb
You love to paint
Paint with what's left of me
The shreds clump
To remind you of what I was
Stroke a beautiful scene
Dip your brush in the obscene
My voice avoids your ear
My words sneak past
My efforts fall short
You don't see me
You see only what you wish
I hand you the knife
Only to see you smile
Wipe the blade clean
Now watch me fall
I'll bleed out
And smile for you
As long as you stare
With those beautiful browns
But your mind is somewhere else
I'm just a casualty
Caught in the fire of your love
Whispers
Carabao
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Friday, July 10, 2015
Solar Jihad
There's been so much in the news lately about that solar powered airplane making its trip across the globe. I've been thinking a lot about it.
I was thinking how great it would be to have ab eviornmentally friendly jihad.
Could you imagine a solar powered terrorist? He's flying into New York city at 40 mph. He flies up towards the side of a building screaming, Allahu Ackbar! Top speed, whacks the side of the building, SLAP, then falls straight down like Wiley Coyote.
Then he's at the base of the building, Still alive and confused as fuck. Where are my virgins?
Friday, June 26, 2015
More lame bullshit
Lies
The prey
Lame bullshit
untitled
Skanks
Really shitty poem
Train
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Kitty
Kick me in the heart
Encapsulate my soul
Look upon with those sultry eyes
Look down to see me grow
You make my blood flow
Stand a little closer
And feel me as I get harder
No, don't be afraid
This is what it's meant for
I'm all yours
And servant to your body
Go down on my desire
Or crawl on all fours
Make our bodies one
Can't separate them now
Kindle my fire
And I make yours roar
You are slave to my desires, and I am to yours
Friday, May 29, 2015
You haunt me
Hourglass
Monday, May 11, 2015
Shrapnel
Consumed
When you found me
At my weakest
My front, at its strongest
Palisades erected
And your questions deflected
Yet now I long to be one with your form
Your words rained down
Golden arrows of sun
They bit and pierced
The layers off the wall
Your smile exposed me
And now I long to be one with your form
I don't think you're a mind fuck
But you penetrated my brain
My thoughts now consumed by you
My words can do little to explain
But I long to be one with your form
Wrapped tightly around one another
With my lips for comfort
Embracing the night
Rowing in unison
Squeeze me with your limbs
I'll go much deeper
When your pulse quickens
And the milk thickens
We'll give birth to nirvana
And be consumed with each other
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Pit
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Winding Down
Tuesday, April 28, 2015
Darkness
Monday, April 27, 2015
What remains?
trance
Hide your eyes
Zombie
Two
Degeneration
Thursday, April 23, 2015
Whispering in the wind
The world is filled with voices
They weave a web of thought
They hum in muddled harmony
Trying to have my words heard
Is like whispering in to the wind
Monday, April 13, 2015
Retired
The Shell
Sunday, March 15, 2015
The Dam that buckles, seldom breaks
They say that women are the more emotional of the sexes. That may be true, but the saddest folks I've ever met were men. Hidden behind stoicism is a buckling dam that refuses to break.
Society forgets the "stronger" sex, The homeless, the fallen warriors, the veterans, the incarcerated and the emascualted. I have never seen sadness such as a broken man, children stripped away without an ally within the state.
We chase an illusion of love that only exists in media and our minds. Is it any coincidence that the greatest works of art, the saddest songs, and most heartbreaking poetry come from the mind of such men?
Of course women feel. Of course they have strong feelings and emotions. But speaking from the heart, as a man, can one ever truly understand the level of pain a man holds in? Many will never know what it is like to be truly alone, without ally, with unrequited love as your only friend, and creep as your only term of endearment.
Monday, March 9, 2015
Driving in MA
For some of you, I know it may be hard to commit. Please, for the love of god, if you decide to take an exit on the highway, move the fuck over! I'm tired of being stuck behind someone in the right lane while they prance in and out along the edge of the lane. Take the fucking exit!
Saturday, March 7, 2015
Drive through
It occurred to me today, that many people in America don't understand drive-through ettiquite.
A drive-through is meant to be express service, quick service. It is not intended for you to roll by in your minivan full of sniffling little rug rats and order half of the menu, because your fat ass is too lazy to get of the car for 10 minutes to order inside. How many of us must wait behind you, while the poor workers rush to satisfy your gluttony, and we slowly die from caffeine withdrawal?
Here's a tip, if you have more than 2 things to order. Go inside!
Friday, February 13, 2015
The Douchebags, Unwanted
Have you ever stayed somewhere long past your welcome? Have you ever had complete disregard for everyone around you?
That was my experience this evening.
There is a very small restaurant which I visit occasionally. The service and food are generally great. I've always had wonderful experiences there.
My girl and I decided to head out to eat tonight. Once we arrived at the location we noticed it was much busier than usual. Given the size of this location, I could tell we were going to have to wait a bit.
We stood next to the normal, seat yourself sign, unable to because all seats were taken. The waiter greeted us and let us know the wait would likely be 30-40 minutes.
As we stood there waiting I took notice of a ridiculous 3 table arrangement with only 3 people sitting there. There were empty plates, and cups scattered about. Food was packaged in to-go containers.
Time ticked by, and these folks were still there, 10, 20, 30 minutes. I began to fume inside. A line had formed behind of us. We're these people that fucking oblivious? Get the fuck up and go outside. No. They just sat there laughing and chatting, not eating or drinking anything.
Eventually, we were seated at the bar. We enjoyed the rest of our dining experience while frequently looking back at these douchebags.
We managed to finish our meal, pay, and leave while these folks were still gabbing.
For the love of god, have some fucking courtesy.