Gabby

They call it chasing the dragon
Those addicted to drugs
But what do you call it
When you're addicted to love?
Those tingling sensations
Butterflies and temptations
Because baby you
You get me so high
The way I feel
Like its the first time

Fuego

There's a fire that dances

Whimsical and true

Encased in flesh

Quite beautiful 

The flames burst from brown 

Wide open in white

Everything she touches

Burst forth with life

Tempered by heart

Twice as warm as the flames

But raging with vitality

That nothing can tame

I gazed into this fire

Amazed with wonder

I danced to her tune

I felt the hunger 

Laid open and bare 

The fires consume

But I'd turn to ash with her

And smile in the plumes

I'm starving
But I feel shame
I want to feed
But it's against the game
The rules made up
Everyone follows
When I ask for a bite
It's hard to swallow
I would rather ache
I would rather wither
Than to cause you discomfort
Even for a minute
I will hunger
I will thirst
And never ask more
The problem is me
No one can satiate
Time is fleeting
But too expensive
Spend a moment
I will pay with love

Prep for the worst mentally 

For another let down

Reoccurring cyclically 

Another shot in the arm

Another high

Followed by lows

Optimisism is just a symptom 

For those who do not live in reality

If you keep yourself down

You'll always be grounded 

No matter how many times

Your heart gets pounded

Brain Squeeze

Milk my mind for creative juices

Take a sip and be inebriated

Stumble and walk

Stutter and talk

Be transported

Your mind in another world

While your body falls short

And again

You're a cereal monogamist 

Forking tongues over breakfast

You take every bite

Not noticing the milk is sour

Register

Let me register

Mechanical or electronic 

Make motions

Or Fire synapses 

Cause I'm about to cash out.

A shadow that speaks, a shadow that reeks. Keep your head down, darling. You're better a memory.

Fire

They say the globe is warmin
Is that because I'm too hot?
You better check the forecast
Cause im about to blow up
180 degrees
Like you just turned around
Starting fires for fun
Burning holes in the ground
I got a magnifying glass
I'll fucking light up your ass
Pass the past too fast
Spit on the flames as I bask
As the mound turns to ash
Nothing of you remains
I'll stomp the earth with my boot
Smearing, spreading your brain
That's the only way you'll copulate
Mind fucking the dirt
I'll castrate you with words
Emasculate with my rhymes
But you wouldn't understand
You're too simple a mind
You're a fucking joke of a prick
I'm an intellectual goldmine
If you want see a real dick
Then get down and choke on mine

Invisible

The eyes pass
Flicker
Don't stare into the sun
I'll burn a hole straight through
Your aversion
Perversion
I might as well be a ghost

Shedding Skin

Libate, gyrate with me
Simple motions
Complex moans
Lubricate my soul

The Stains are memories
The frame has marks
The springs buckle
The wood no longer whole

Blurs in the night lite
Four arms
Four legs
Spread cotton and lace

Opiate to my pain
Your touch is numb
It calms my mind
The rush of empty bliss

The Need

Blue cascades

In the long

Long and weary days

The night is mine

The day is lost

The moon my friend

And the sun is gone

It burns slow

With each drag

My fuel is dwindling

Dreaming of sweet kindling

You hold in your hands

Physical perfection

Visions of a face

Lost in direction

No words leave my mind

Of love or lust

I’m not that blind

People burn

People Feed

People are all

Everything that becomes me

Solitude is multitude

Seclusion an illusion

You are here

But never there

I am where

My words are fair

A poison most annoying

Time is our ally

And also our enemy

Your heart and hormones

Destroy all your dignity

In a mass confusion

Head trauma

You see what you want

The future holds for you

A clue so bold

It’s a wonder you don’t see it now

Cradling your heart

Is me

With hands wide open

And my mind in synch

I am the all-forgiving deity

The step that lifts

When you cannot reach

I see the child within you

And the adult that’s bursting out

I see everything you do

Love a word, this could be

Maybe love this is, maybe

Truth and loyalty

Placed before

It yours

Take all that I give

Friend or lover

It matter neither

To all of you

I love

My addiction

So sadistic

Hands and feet

Face and legs

Quench it

And For this I fall

Rapidly plummeting

Trace discrepancy

Codependency

You are my drug

My everything